Sunday, May 16, 2010

clinical practice week #1







Practical mumblings

Place of clinical practice: Physiotherapy Department of Sultanah Nur Zahirah Hospital, Kuala Terengganu, Terengganu.

Durations: 10 May (Monday) – 1 July 2010 (Thursday)

First day (10 May 2010)

Hmmm, whats to say, I’ve been dreading this day, since I practically know nothing about clinical practice. Come on, I’m the type who read the night before exam to be able to answers the questions, and after that, not for a very long time, I will absolutely forgot everything. Empty. Blanks. So, to treat patients where you need to have grasps of absolutely everything you need and unexpectedly need to know since sometimes the diagnosis might be different and you don’t want to make the wrong assessment, wrong treatments, to living human mankind.

But nothing much happened I guess unless you count the re-acquaintances with all the machines in electro modalities since that was where I choose to be stationed with Kak Iqa, while Kak Zu n Kak Nana choose the gym. So much thanks for the MAHSA students (Sheera, Asmira, Nurul Amiera, Husna n Amin though the last 3 doesn’t really get to know much until the 2nd week) for their lots of help, guidance and tips. Reallllly grateful for them. And maybe for our 1st day, in our 1st clinical practice, both of us kinda have times to get to know whats going on, how things running, the system and so on here. Not that hard I think, but 1st time nervousness rules. Hey, I don’t want to start making things that I don’t know in unknown places. Bak kata Puan Roha, mcm org baru kawen, g umah mentua. Hehee.

And everything went almost the same for the whole week except for Thursday. That day, not many patient around, unless new cases, which I still don’t dare to take. On Thursday, a special event will taken place. They have some lessons on the mid noon (around 11 am) to evening until 3 pm since the punch out at 3.30 pm. That day, after treatment session ended, we all dressed in sports attire, into gym and starts learning about something for sport rehab. Very interesting even though I got in late. But I managed to watch the practical session. I think I understand why the seniors said they have fun here. Because, the physio here are very funny, easy-going and actively participate. The MAHSA students also actively participate and I feel slight twinge of jealousy for their easy out-going since almost everyone should know that I completely froze, ignored strangers. (still remembers my friends before told me, 1st impression on me, I’m a very snobbish person….well, tak kenal maka tak cinta, kan?) so all 4 of us sort of, stay at side, and watch everyone practicing and involved. I make a vow, that next time, I will involve. And perhaps because I still don’t know anything about the members there. I still have troubles remembering their names.

For 2nd week? I know that our ward visit will begin. I will follow Puan Su to medical wards. Why so late? The reason is simply caused Tuan Haji Razali, who supposed to have our schedule ready, on vacation for 2 days, Monday and Tuesday. So on Wednesday, when he saw us (me actually) he was quite surprised. (‘eh? Awak dr mane? Bru ke?) with the other 3 busily pestering me,(kite kne jumpe Tuan haji, tanye jadual kite) I simply answer (Tuan Haji x au pun kite ade kat sini, mne la dy ada jadual kite…) around 10 am, we finally meet Tuan Haji formally in his room, and discussed and discussed. (oh, sye wat doh jadual awak, tp dok ingt langsung awak semua nk mari. X pe ah kite start minggu dpan ah.) so, starting 2nd week, I will went to medical ward with Puan Su, and after wards visit, will stay in Gym, instead of Electro like the 1st week. Hehe. Why start on 2nd week? Because the next day is Thursday, and Friday, not working. So? Why bother?

But the main reason that drive me to write this post after god know how long I’ve been neglecting this blog because of my poor, poor shoes (that is courtesy to Hasni, A/N: repay the shoes) that after 3 days, on Wednesday, I declared it unsalvageable. Why? Just look at the pictures and maybe you understand…maybe due to prolong standing, prolong walking (thinking of sitting makes me feel guilty) and the heat friction and bla2 environmental factors, rocky roads makes my shoes….good bye…T_T


Oh, and if anyone knows about my 2nd practical uniform, being too small for me, I cant button it for goodness sake, it is solved by my dear mommy dearest. Hehehe. I was sleeping for the whole Sunday morning, and she re-sewn it and finish at Monday while I was on clinical practice (from now on, I will call posting). Maybe one day, I gave the pictures of my uniforms…

And my clinical practice will be short of 2 days. Hehehe. Since 1st week Sunday (9 May 2010) we didn’t start, we miss one day since Friday is not a working day here in Terengganu, and on 2th July 2010 will be Friday, we will miss another day…hmmm, I think I like this arrangements.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

HARI KELUARGA FAKULTI SAINS KESIHATAN (FSK) 2010

HARI KELUARGA FAKULTI SAINS KESIHATAN (FSK) 2010

TARIKH: 5-7 FEBRUARI 2010

TEMPAT: PADANG BOLA, GELANGGANG SUKAN KOLEJ RAFFLESIA/ANGSANA

AKTIVITI: SUKANEKA, SUKAN

PESERTA: WAKIL-WAKIL

· PHYTAS (PHYSIOTHERAPY)

· OTHESSA (OCCUPATIONAL THERAPY)

· EHSAN (ENVIRANMENTAL HEALTH)

· NADA (NUTRITION AND DIETETIC)

· MELT ECH (MEDICAL LABORATARY)

· MI (MEDICAL IMAGING)

· NUSA (NURSING)

SUKAN:

· BOLA KERANJANG (L & P)

· BOLA JARING (P)

· FUTSAL (L & P)

KEPUTUSAN:

· NETBALL

1. PHYTAS
2. MELTECH
3. NUSA

· BASKETBALL (P)

1. NUSA
2. PHYTAS
3. OT

· FUTSAL (L & P)

X tau la…nanti update balik kut

· BASKETBALL (L)

Ntah la jugak…nanti update balik kut

PHYTAS CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!! WOAHHHHH!!!! GOOD JOB EVERYONE!!!


BEWARE: lots of screaming words used below and this page is a PHYTAS supporter






If someone is still not able to catch this, I’m a Physiotherapy student! Go Physio! Yeahhhhh!!!!!!!
Woahhhhhh!!!!!

Okay, lets calm down now, and starts from the beginning. …. Well, I’m speechless. Today was the finale, and it just ended, and I’m still excited about our win on netball, and our second place on basketball female team. Don’t worry. Everyone did a good job. I’m so proud of everyone. Yeahhhhh!!!!!!!

Needless to say, I do not participate in any competition. BUT I did go there, all three days, to show and SCREAM my support to all PHYTAS participants. GOOOOO!!!!!!

And at the same time on look out for BSMM students who were doing duty. Well, we cant help it, me and Aini that is, even if we’re not involve in duty, we still ON duty, checking on everyone we can caught.

I know, this is very confusing, so lets start from 5th February 2010.

On 9pm, both of us went down to the court, to show our support to our netball team, (AMIRAH, WAWA, IKA, AISAH, SEHA, KAK MIA, KAK SARAH, KAK PUTE’, ZANA) and wow, did I scream or not. I cant believe I was so excited that night. And our team went to semi finals on the 7th.

And on to BSMM? Well, the juniors…I guess they panicked. Lots of injury that night, and our 1st aid box run out of things. We don’t have cotton, gauze, bandage, triangular bandage and almost everything that needed to treat sprains, cuts, melecek, cramps and so on…sigh…what a hectic night. Well, lets not talk about that too long.


6th February 2010

Same with the day before, at 9 pm, we went down to the court to SCREAM again, for PHYTAS’s netball 1 team, futsal and basketball (F) team. Scream and scream…I only stay and focused on the girls side, so a bit sorry for the guys coz I don’t keep count on them that much. But they fought, and I did cheers for them for a while, but when either netball or basketball game starts that involve PHYTAS, I ran away to their side.

Basketball ball (SHIRA, KHAI, TIQA, ZANI, and NUR). GOOD JOBS GIRLS. 1st game kalah. But second and third, WIN. Made it to semi-final on 7th. So hot with the referee, if the competitors NUSA vs PHYTAS, how come the referee is NUSA student? And so biased. In the middle of the game, he even gave directions, orders and support to NUSA who was competing against us. So unfair. Argh, we really angry with them. Needless to say, lots of referee were unfair in this sports day, and not able to keep their eyes on the rules, or foot, or hand. I’m not a sports people, so I cant say I know the rules as much as other people there, but if it was obvious breaking, how can they not see? HUH! They need to find referees not from this faculty. Or at least other referee who from other courses who are competing in the game.

Futsal (KAK AZA, KAK VARHALI, KAK SALEHA, KAK AMNI AND MUCH2 MORE, okay, I admit, it’s dark, and I cant recognize all of them, so good jobs everyone. Although we don’t win, everyone give a good fight.

Netball (post-dip: kaka in, kak ina, kak and degree part 2: miza, hasmah) good jobs. 3 wins out of 4. The last one lose, and our team cant go to semi final…but good jobs. Maybe you all got tired already since it’s the 4th game. Plus the referee is a bit…bias. Sigh…


7th February 2010

Lets just say that the organizer of this program is very problematic. Argh, tensions. Said that the game will starts after 8, with 8am being the pendaftaran. But then, after aerobic, speeches, perasmian, they did sukaneka, and drags the time for a very long time. In the end, around 11 I think, everyone found out that the game will starts at 4 pm….organizer, what on earth are you thinking? What are you guys doing?

Semi-finals: basketball and netball

Basketball made it to finals. Woahhhhh!!!!!!

Basketball made second. Woahhhh!!!!!

Congratulations PHYTAS! It’s alright, they play rough, they have advantage on heights, but you all play the best. Nice play, nice game. Cantik!!!!Woahh!!!!!

Netball made it to finals. WOah!!!!

Netball made it first. Woah!!!!

Semi finals, PHYTAS vs NUSA. Ties, 4 and 4. Extra time, team who got 3 shoots, win. And who win? PHYTAS!!!!! Woah!!!

Finals, PHYTAS vs MELTECH. Results? Ermm, I don’t count, but I know that we won, big time!!! Go!!!! So what if they play rough? So what if they pull MIRAH’s bid, so what if they can score some shoots, our team is the best. Go PHYSIO! Go kak Sarah, kak pute’, kak mia, mirah, seha, wawa, ika, aisah!!!!

WHO ARE WE?

WE ARE PHYSIO

WHO ARE WE?

WE ARE PHYSIO

WHO ARE WE?

WE ARE PHYSIO WOAHHHHHHHH

This is all what I know in this past 3 days. Sukaneka and all the game involving guys, I’m sorry for not able to write about them because simply said, I was not there… sigh… T_T

PERASMIAN PROGRAM AEROBIK ANJURAN PHYTAS

PERASMIAN PROGRAM AEROBIK ANJURAN PHYTAS

Tarikh: 6 Februari 2010

Tempat: Padang Bola Kolej Angsana

Waktu: 7.30 pagi

Jemputan: Prof. Azni

Aktiviti: Aerobik la…+ peserta aerobic terbaik

Apa nak cakap ye?
Jemputla datang ke program aerobic kitaorg setiap hari ahad kul 8 pagi. Kupon aktiviti pun disediakan.

Bnyk gmbar Natalia ambil hari tue, walaupun Natalia bukan biro publisiti, Natalia biro pendaftaran. Tapi ntahla, jadi hyper hari tue, x leh duk dekat meja tue. Sorry biro pendaftaran (Adilia, Mimi, Tieqa).

Tapi yg pastinya, Natalia turun kul 7 pagi ngan Wawa, terawal tau yg sampai. bersemangat ke?
Bangga gak ah.

Lepas tu mula la bnyk gmbar Natalia ambil. Tgk2 la ye. Natalia x beraerobik pun. Ambil gmbr je. Hehehe.

Saturday, January 30, 2010

just for my roomate, Aini

(Unedited post….)

Just for my roommate and friend who is hurt right now, from far away in Shah Alam to Puncak Alam…

Aini…

I

AM

SO

SORRY

FOR

RUNNING

AWAY

TODAY

BECAUSE

I JUST CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE

Meeting my mom for just a brief seconds yesterday really breaks my heart, knowing that moment is the only time I can meet my mom, and amer, for this month. CNY break, and mid-sem break, I might not be able to come back to Terengganu, need to stay in Shah Alam since all of them will go to Kedah and mom said, you don’t need to come back to Terengganu. So no chance to meet them again. 2 weeks ago, I cant meet them because of BSMM, so I waited so eagerly for this weekend, but suddenly, knowing that a meeting need to be held on this day, I felt pain. But I just got along with it, since I know that I can still come back home but yesterday, in that meeting less than a minute, my sis said that she will be busy, couldn’t pick me up, and couldn’t sent me either on Sunday. So I don’t need to come home. And my mom also said the same thing. i don’t know why I’m so emotional that time, but to be able to see her face for a short time, kiss her cheeks for one time only, and shake amer hands once, they gave me the keropok lekor, have a short talk, why cant I come home today (yesterday), cant pick me up on Saturday, and need to rush home, and suddenly bye, bye, waves. No hugs, no kiss. My mom didn’t even get out from the car. Maybe I’m too emotional, ,maybe because I’m stressed, maybe because I have always tried to put my best front in front of people, saying I don’t mind, and I really wanted to believe it, but I guess reality, truth hurts a lot when it came crashing on you. Say things like I wont missed my mom that much, seems to be a total lie. Seeing her that short time, cant help me with my lies, my cheap lies that I really want to believe. Remember when I said that truth hurts? It’s true. Let me just tell you, that I have a total breakdown after that.

I REALLY WANT TO MEET MY MOM and amer…

Actually, I didn’t want to come home, but after a very long distressing time, lots of sensitive time, lots of tears, I finally managed to call out the courage to …as wawa, and I want to say it, run away from home. I think you notice. It doesn’t take a blind man/woman/in your case, young lady, to see that I avoided you like plague yesterday and this morning, after I met my mom yesterday. I stayed up late and long in the house next door, in the room next door, and even took a second bath last night. Because I don’t think I can see your face. Not because I hate you, but because I just cant help feeling hurt not able to meet my mom this weekend, and you somehow involve. I don’t blame you. I never blame you. I just cant see you. each time I saw you, I keep thinking about the meeting, and the meeting equal to me not able to see my mom again. I think I got some serious depression session yesterday. Trust me, you don’t want to know. I think.

Well, this is getting very long, and I just want to write a short apology post, but well I think my feeling get the best of me. I have plenty of things to write/type here, but I guess I stop. In short, conclusion, I just want to apologize. For everything. Please forgive me. You a good friend, a very good roommate, a good leader, and I really hope you can be forgiving to me again, for hurting your feelings again this past days.

I don’t mind working with BSMM. It gave me joy and sorrow, but that what make it more precious and money cant but experience. I met new people, and god knows how low my social skill/level is. I don’t think I can get involves in this kind of experience again in the future. But if I just bring the society down or slowed, and you want me to take actions, just tell me. I don’t want to cause problems to everyone involved.

I believe that if I dare to take an action, I should be brave to take the consequences. When the time comes for me to make a choice, I will make my own decision even if it will hurt someone else but believe me, I didn’t do it on purpose or because I want it to, it’s because I think that if you live your life suffering, forever trying to please everyone else, till when? Sometimes, you need to think of yourselves. Because the people you trying to please, may not be thinking about you at all.

A very long apology and explanations (parts of it) post to my dear roommate, Aini.

Hope she can understand.

for my roomate, aini

(Unedited post….)

Just for my roommate and friend who is hurt right now, from far away in Shah Alam to Puncak Alam…

Aini…

I

AM

SO

SORRY

FOR

RUNNING

AWAY

TODAY

BECAUSE

I JUST CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE

Meeting my mom for just a brief seconds yesterday really breaks my heart, knowing that moment is the only time I can meet my mom, and amer, for this month. CNY break, and mid-sem break, I might not be able to come back to Terengganu, need to stay in Shah Alam since all of them will go to Kedah and mom said, you don’t need to come back to Terengganu. So no chance to meet them again. 2 weeks ago, I cant meet them because of BSMM, so I waited so eagerly for this weekend, but suddenly, knowing that a meeting need to be held on this day, I felt pain. But I just got along with it, since I know that I can still come back home but yesterday, in that meeting less than a minute, my sis said that she will be busy, couldn’t pick me up, and couldn’t sent me either on Sunday. So I don’t need to come home. And my mom also said the same thing. i don’t know why I’m so emotional that time, but to be able to see her face for a short time, kiss her cheeks for one time only, and shake amer hands once, they gave me the keropok lekor, have a short talk, why cant I come home today (yesterday), cant pick me up on Saturday, and need to rush home, and suddenly bye, bye, waves. No hugs, no kiss. My mom didn’t even get out from the car. Maybe I’m too emotional, ,maybe because I’m stressed, maybe because I have always tried to put my best front in front of people, saying I don’t mind, and I really wanted to believe it, but I guess reality, truth hurts a lot when it came crashing on you. Say things like I wont missed my mom that much, seems to be a total lie. Seeing her that short time, cant help me with my lies, my cheap lies that I really want to believe. Remember when I said that truth hurts? It’s true. Let me just tell you, that I have a total breakdown after that.

I REALLY WANT TO MEET MY MOM and amer…

Actually, I didn’t want to come home, but after a very long distressing time, lots of sensitive time, lots of tears, I finally managed to call out the courage to …as wawa, and I want to say it, run away from home. I think you notice. It doesn’t take a blind man/woman/in your case, young lady, to see that I avoided you like plague yesterday and this morning, after I met my mom yesterday. I stayed up late and long in the house next door, in the room next door, and even took a second bath last night. Because I don’t think I can see your face. Not because I hate you, but because I just cant help feeling hurt not able to meet my mom this weekend, and you somehow involve. I don’t blame you. I never blame you. I just cant see you. each time I saw you, I keep thinking about the meeting, and the meeting equal to me not able to see my mom again. I think I got some serious depression session yesterday. Trust me, you don’t want to know. I think.

Well, this is getting very long, and I just want to write a short apology post, but well I think my feeling get the best of me. I have plenty of things to write/type here, but I guess I stop. In short, conclusion, I just want to apologize. For everything. Please forgive me. You a good friend, a very good roommate, a good leader, and I really hope you can be forgiving to me again, for hurting your feelings again this past days.

I don’t mind working with BSMM. It gave me joy and sorrow, but that what make it more precious and money cant but experience. I met new people, and god knows how low my social skill/level is. I don’t think I can get involves in this kind of experience again in the future. But if I just bring the society down or slowed, and you want me to take actions, just tell me. I don’t want to cause problems to everyone involved.

I believe that if I dare to take an action, I should be brave to take the consequences. When the time comes for me to make a choice, I will make my own decision even if it will hurt someone else but believe me, I didn’t do it on purpose or because I want it to, it’s because I think that if you live your life suffering, forever trying to please everyone else, till when? Sometimes, you need to think of yourselves. Because the people you trying to
please, may not be thinking about you at all.

A very long apology and explanations (parts of it) post to my dear roommate, Aini.

Hope she can understand.