masquerade party aka PHYTAS dinner night

me and ain!!!!

date: 8/8/2010
time: 8.00 pm till....around 12? we kinda got sidetracked alot
venue: high performance gym. we're PHYSIO, of course we love gym.
theme: masquerade

notes:
i really dont know much about this party since i got a lot of not knowing things that is happening. oh, the sorrow of being alone by yourself, people just sometimes forgot to forward some informations to me.
so preparation is quite lost to me, but i do know that the night, is a total success.

I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THAT NIGHT!!!!!

hasni, nur, and me.

another cute pic

so happening, so beautiful, so cheerful and so on.

the only downside of it is the food i think since i cant eat much. by the time my turn come after a long que that never ends, the sausage, the lamb and the rice run out. not literally but you got what i mean. ohh, how i wish i can eat the lamb more...i want to eat lamb chop. maybe one day...

wani and me

okay, my dress, is a long black gown from my longgggg, but since her body size is much much more smaller than mine, sadly to say, i was afraid the gown going to get ripped, big time. but it didnt, since it stretchabel, but my, did it follow my curve or not. so, to avoid being a total embarassement, i bought a black cardigan, last minute and i felt i got cheated too, since it was kinda expensive, to cover the unwanted view. hehehe. wearing a simple gold belt, a black shawl that i took nearly an hour practicing in front of a mirror in my room, i top it all out with my gold glitter mask...but i think i like my picture without than with the mask. see the pictures. and tell me.

a must, with jannah.

everyone dress beautifully and very unique. i didnt took pictures since my phone camera is too sensitive, the picture totally ruined. but i can totally see the efforts everyone put into their dress, or even mask. i know some people who made their own mask and bravo to them. i cant see the difference between bought or D.I.Y.

pengarah program dinner, alif.

the performances!!!!! live band, a total rocking factors that made the night difference from all the other nights i've went (which sadly only 3 including this one, and all of it are PHYTAS dinner). i like it. a very nice entertaiment for a dinner. instead of playing mp3 from someone's laptop. and not mentioning my favourite performance, from degree part 3, modern dance. SuJu's Sorry2, and Banamona. waahhhhhhh. i cant get my eyes of them. very cool. i love it. wish i can find their video. maybe if u know where to search, you can find it too.

wawa yg tinggi

all and all, that night is very lovely for me though the ending is quite a bit a put down. just me i think. doesnt have anything at all with the others. i slept like the dead that night or is it morning? and all through the morning except for subuh. thank god for my roomate.

karim, me n kak ain. sbb natalia pendek, kne duk kt tgh. wuuuu

looking forward for the next dinner next year, and hopefully i can attend it since usually, for every dinner, there must be a Batch that could not attend for doing their practical, every time before, EXCEPT for this time. oh, sweet celebration. even if it was a week already, i still cant stop smiling thinking of all the fun there.

faiz...sorii gmbar gelap.

clinical practice week #1

Practical mumblings

Place of clinical practice: Physiotherapy Department of Sultanah Nur Zahirah Hospital, Kuala Terengganu, Terengganu.

Durations: 10 May (Monday) – 1 July 2010 (Thursday)

First day (10 May 2010)

Hmmm, whats to say, I’ve been dreading this day, since I practically know nothing about clinical practice. Come on, I’m the type who read the night before exam to be able to answers the questions, and after that, not for a very long time, I will absolutely forgot everything. Empty. Blanks. So, to treat patients where you need to have grasps of absolutely everything you need and unexpectedly need to know since sometimes the diagnosis might be different and you don’t want to make the wrong assessment, wrong treatments, to living human mankind.

But nothing much happened I guess unless you count the re-acquaintances with all the machines in electro modalities since that was where I choose to be stationed with Kak Iqa, while Kak Zu n Kak Nana choose the gym. So much thanks for the MAHSA students (Sheera, Asmira, Nurul Amiera, Husna n Amin though the last 3 doesn’t really get to know much until the 2^nd week) for their lots of help, guidance and tips. Reallllly grateful for them. And maybe for our 1^st day, in our 1^st clinical practice, both of us kinda have times to get to know whats going on, how things running, the system and so on here. Not that hard I think, but 1^st time nervousness rules. Hey, I don’t want to start making things that I don’t know in unknown places. Bak kata Puan Roha, mcm org baru kawen, g umah mentua. Hehee.

And everything went almost the same for the whole week except for Thursday. That day, not many patient around, unless new cases, which I still don’t dare to take. On Thursday, a special event will taken place. They have some lessons on the mid noon (around 11 am) to evening until 3 pm since the punch out at 3.30 pm. That day, after treatment session ended, we all dressed in sports attire, into gym and starts learning about something for sport rehab. Very interesting even though I got in late. But I managed to watch the practical session. I think I understand why the seniors said they have fun here. Because, the physio here are very funny, easy-going and actively participate. The MAHSA students also actively participate and I feel slight twinge of jealousy for their easy out-going since almost everyone should know that I completely froze, ignored strangers. (still remembers my friends before told me, 1^st impression on me, I’m a very snobbish person….well, tak kenal maka tak cinta, kan?) so all 4 of us sort of, stay at side, and watch everyone practicing and involved. I make a vow, that next time, I will involve. And perhaps because I still don’t know anything about the members there. I still have troubles remembering their names.

For 2^nd week? I know that our ward visit will begin. I will follow Puan Su to medical wards. Why so late? The reason is simply caused Tuan Haji Razali, who supposed to have our schedule ready, on vacation for 2 days, Monday and Tuesday. So on Wednesday, when he saw us (me actually) he was quite surprised. (‘eh? Awak dr mane? Bru ke?) with the other 3 busily pestering me,(kite kne jumpe Tuan haji, tanye jadual kite) I simply answer (Tuan Haji x au pun kite ade kat sini, mne la dy ada jadual kite…) around 10 am, we finally meet Tuan Haji formally in his room, and discussed and discussed. (oh, sye wat doh jadual awak, tp dok ingt langsung awak semua nk mari. X pe ah kite start minggu dpan ah.) so, starting 2^nd week, I will went to medical ward with Puan Su, and after wards visit, will stay in Gym, instead of Electro like the 1^st week. Hehe. Why start on 2^nd week? Because the next day is Thursday, and Friday, not working. So? Why bother?

But the main reason that drive me to write this post after god know how long I’ve been neglecting this blog because of my poor, poor shoes (that is courtesy to Hasni, A/N: repay the shoes) that after 3 days, on Wednesday, I declared it unsalvageable. Why? Just look at the pictures and maybe you understand…maybe due to prolong standing, prolong walking (thinking of sitting makes me feel guilty) and the heat friction and bla2 environmental factors, rocky roads makes my shoes….good bye…T_T

Oh, and if anyone knows about my 2^nd practical uniform, being too small for me, I cant button it for goodness sake, it is solved by my dear mommy dearest. Hehehe. I was sleeping for the whole Sunday morning, and she re-sewn it and finish at Monday while I was on clinical practice (from now on, I will call posting). Maybe one day, I gave the pictures of my uniforms…

And my clinical practice will be short of 2 days. Hehehe. Since 1^st week Sunday (9 May 2010) we didn’t start, we miss one day since Friday is not a working day here in Terengganu, and on 2^th July 2010 will be Friday, we will miss another day…hmmm, I think I like this arrangements.

HARI KELUARGA FAKULTI SAINS KESIHATAN (FSK) 2010

HARI KELUARGA FAKULTI SAINS KESIHATAN (FSK) 2010

TARIKH: 5-7 FEBRUARI 2010

TEMPAT: PADANG BOLA, GELANGGANG SUKAN KOLEJ RAFFLESIA/ANGSANA

AKTIVITI: SUKANEKA, SUKAN

PESERTA: WAKIL-WAKIL

· PHYTAS (PHYSIOTHERAPY)

· OTHESSA (OCCUPATIONAL THERAPY)

· EHSAN (ENVIRANMENTAL HEALTH)

· NADA (NUTRITION AND DIETETIC)

· MELT ECH (MEDICAL LABORATARY)

· MI (MEDICAL IMAGING)

· NUSA (NURSING)

SUKAN:

· BOLA KERANJANG (L & P)

· BOLA JARING (P)

· FUTSAL (L & P)

KEPUTUSAN:

· NETBALL

1. PHYTAS
2. MELTECH
3. NUSA

· BASKETBALL (P)

1. NUSA
2. PHYTAS
3. OT

· FUTSAL (L & P)

X tau la…nanti update balik kut

· BASKETBALL (L)

Ntah la jugak…nanti update balik kut

PHYTAS CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!! WOAHHHHH!!!! GOOD JOB EVERYONE!!!


BEWARE: lots of screaming words used below and this page is a PHYTAS supporter






If someone is still not able to catch this, I’m a Physiotherapy student! Go Physio! Yeahhhhh!!!!!!!
Woahhhhhh!!!!!

Okay, lets calm down now, and starts from the beginning. …. Well, I’m speechless. Today was the finale, and it just ended, and I’m still excited about our win on netball, and our second place on basketball female team. Don’t worry. Everyone did a good job. I’m so proud of everyone. Yeahhhhh!!!!!!!

Needless to say, I do not participate in any competition. BUT I did go there, all three days, to show and SCREAM my support to all PHYTAS participants. GOOOOO!!!!!!

And at the same time on look out for BSMM students who were doing duty. Well, we cant help it, me and Aini that is, even if we’re not involve in duty, we still ON duty, checking on everyone we can caught.

I know, this is very confusing, so lets start from 5th February 2010.

On 9pm, both of us went down to the court, to show our support to our netball team, (AMIRAH, WAWA, IKA, AISAH, SEHA, KAK MIA, KAK SARAH, KAK PUTE’, ZANA) and wow, did I scream or not. I cant believe I was so excited that night. And our team went to semi finals on the 7th.

And on to BSMM? Well, the juniors…I guess they panicked. Lots of injury that night, and our 1st aid box run out of things. We don’t have cotton, gauze, bandage, triangular bandage and almost everything that needed to treat sprains, cuts, melecek, cramps and so on…sigh…what a hectic night. Well, lets not talk about that too long.


6th February 2010

Same with the day before, at 9 pm, we went down to the court to SCREAM again, for PHYTAS’s netball 1 team, futsal and basketball (F) team. Scream and scream…I only stay and focused on the girls side, so a bit sorry for the guys coz I don’t keep count on them that much. But they fought, and I did cheers for them for a while, but when either netball or basketball game starts that involve PHYTAS, I ran away to their side.

Basketball ball (SHIRA, KHAI, TIQA, ZANI, and NUR). GOOD JOBS GIRLS. 1st game kalah. But second and third, WIN. Made it to semi-final on 7th. So hot with the referee, if the competitors NUSA vs PHYTAS, how come the referee is NUSA student? And so biased. In the middle of the game, he even gave directions, orders and support to NUSA who was competing against us. So unfair. Argh, we really angry with them. Needless to say, lots of referee were unfair in this sports day, and not able to keep their eyes on the rules, or foot, or hand. I’m not a sports people, so I cant say I know the rules as much as other people there, but if it was obvious breaking, how can they not see? HUH! They need to find referees not from this faculty. Or at least other referee who from other courses who are competing in the game.

Futsal (KAK AZA, KAK VARHALI, KAK SALEHA, KAK AMNI AND MUCH2 MORE, okay, I admit, it’s dark, and I cant recognize all of them, so good jobs everyone. Although we don’t win, everyone give a good fight.

Netball (post-dip: kaka in, kak ina, kak and degree part 2: miza, hasmah) good jobs. 3 wins out of 4. The last one lose, and our team cant go to semi final…but good jobs. Maybe you all got tired already since it’s the 4th game. Plus the referee is a bit…bias. Sigh…


7th February 2010

Lets just say that the organizer of this program is very problematic. Argh, tensions. Said that the game will starts after 8, with 8am being the pendaftaran. But then, after aerobic, speeches, perasmian, they did sukaneka, and drags the time for a very long time. In the end, around 11 I think, everyone found out that the game will starts at 4 pm….organizer, what on earth are you thinking? What are you guys doing?

Semi-finals: basketball and netball

Basketball made it to finals. Woahhhhh!!!!!!

Basketball made second. Woahhhh!!!!!

Congratulations PHYTAS! It’s alright, they play rough, they have advantage on heights, but you all play the best. Nice play, nice game. Cantik!!!!Woahh!!!!!

Netball made it to finals. WOah!!!!

Netball made it first. Woah!!!!

Semi finals, PHYTAS vs NUSA. Ties, 4 and 4. Extra time, team who got 3 shoots, win. And who win? PHYTAS!!!!! Woah!!!

Finals, PHYTAS vs MELTECH. Results? Ermm, I don’t count, but I know that we won, big time!!! Go!!!! So what if they play rough? So what if they pull MIRAH’s bid, so what if they can score some shoots, our team is the best. Go PHYSIO! Go kak Sarah, kak pute’, kak mia, mirah, seha, wawa, ika, aisah!!!!

WHO ARE WE?

WE ARE PHYSIO

WHO ARE WE?

WE ARE PHYSIO

WHO ARE WE?

WE ARE PHYSIO WOAHHHHHHHH

This is all what I know in this past 3 days. Sukaneka and all the game involving guys, I’m sorry for not able to write about them because simply said, I was not there… sigh… T_T

PERASMIAN PROGRAM AEROBIK ANJURAN PHYTAS

PERASMIAN PROGRAM AEROBIK ANJURAN PHYTAS

Tarikh: 6 Februari 2010

Tempat: Padang Bola Kolej Angsana

Waktu: 7.30 pagi

Jemputan: Prof. Azni

Aktiviti: Aerobik la…+ peserta aerobic terbaik

Apa nak cakap ye?
Jemputla datang ke program aerobic kitaorg setiap hari ahad kul 8 pagi. Kupon aktiviti pun disediakan.

Bnyk gmbar Natalia ambil hari tue, walaupun Natalia bukan biro publisiti, Natalia biro pendaftaran. Tapi ntahla, jadi hyper hari tue, x leh duk dekat meja tue. Sorry biro pendaftaran (Adilia, Mimi, Tieqa).

Tapi yg pastinya, Natalia turun kul 7 pagi ngan Wawa, terawal tau yg sampai. bersemangat ke?
Bangga gak ah.

Lepas tu mula la bnyk gmbar Natalia ambil. Tgk2 la ye. Natalia x beraerobik pun. Ambil gmbr je. Hehehe.

just for my roomate, Aini

(Unedited post….)

Just for my roommate and friend who is hurt right now, from far away in Shah Alam to Puncak Alam…

Aini…

I

AM

SO

SORRY

FOR

RUNNING

AWAY

TODAY

BECAUSE

I JUST CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE

Meeting my mom for just a brief seconds yesterday really breaks my heart, knowing that moment is the only time I can meet my mom, and amer, for this month. CNY break, and mid-sem break, I might not be able to come back to Terengganu, need to stay in Shah Alam since all of them will go to Kedah and mom said, you don’t need to come back to Terengganu. So no chance to meet them again. 2 weeks ago, I cant meet them because of BSMM, so I waited so eagerly for this weekend, but suddenly, knowing that a meeting need to be held on this day, I felt pain. But I just got along with it, since I know that I can still come back home but yesterday, in that meeting less than a minute, my sis said that she will be busy, couldn’t pick me up, and couldn’t sent me either on Sunday. So I don’t need to come home. And my mom also said the same thing. i don’t know why I’m so emotional that time, but to be able to see her face for a short time, kiss her cheeks for one time only, and shake amer hands once, they gave me the keropok lekor, have a short talk, why cant I come home today (yesterday), cant pick me up on Saturday, and need to rush home, and suddenly bye, bye, waves. No hugs, no kiss. My mom didn’t even get out from the car. Maybe I’m too emotional, ,maybe because I’m stressed, maybe because I have always tried to put my best front in front of people, saying I don’t mind, and I really wanted to believe it, but I guess reality, truth hurts a lot when it came crashing on you. Say things like I wont missed my mom that much, seems to be a total lie. Seeing her that short time, cant help me with my lies, my cheap lies that I really want to believe. Remember when I said that truth hurts? It’s true. Let me just tell you, that I have a total breakdown after that.

I REALLY WANT TO MEET MY MOM and amer…

Actually, I didn’t want to come home, but after a very long distressing time, lots of sensitive time, lots of tears, I finally managed to call out the courage to …as wawa, and I want to say it, run away from home. I think you notice. It doesn’t take a blind man/woman/in your case, young lady, to see that I avoided you like plague yesterday and this morning, after I met my mom yesterday. I stayed up late and long in the house next door, in the room next door, and even took a second bath last night. Because I don’t think I can see your face. Not because I hate you, but because I just cant help feeling hurt not able to meet my mom this weekend, and you somehow involve. I don’t blame you. I never blame you. I just cant see you. each time I saw you, I keep thinking about the meeting, and the meeting equal to me not able to see my mom again. I think I got some serious depression session yesterday. Trust me, you don’t want to know. I think.

Well, this is getting very long, and I just want to write a short apology post, but well I think my feeling get the best of me. I have plenty of things to write/type here, but I guess I stop. In short, conclusion, I just want to apologize. For everything. Please forgive me. You a good friend, a very good roommate, a good leader, and I really hope you can be forgiving to me again, for hurting your feelings again this past days.

I don’t mind working with BSMM. It gave me joy and sorrow, but that what make it more precious and money cant but experience. I met new people, and god knows how low my social skill/level is. I don’t think I can get involves in this kind of experience again in the future. But if I just bring the society down or slowed, and you want me to take actions, just tell me. I don’t want to cause problems to everyone involved.

I believe that if I dare to take an action, I should be brave to take the consequences. When the time comes for me to make a choice, I will make my own decision even if it will hurt someone else but believe me, I didn’t do it on purpose or because I want it to, it’s because I think that if you live your life suffering, forever trying to please everyone else, till when? Sometimes, you need to think of yourselves. Because the people you trying to please, may not be thinking about you at all.

A very long apology and explanations (parts of it) post to my dear roommate, Aini.

Hope she can understand.

for my roomate, aini

(Unedited post….)

Just for my roommate and friend who is hurt right now, from far away in Shah Alam to Puncak Alam…

Aini…

I

AM

SO

SORRY

FOR

RUNNING

AWAY

TODAY

BECAUSE

I JUST CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE

Meeting my mom for just a brief seconds yesterday really breaks my heart, knowing that moment is the only time I can meet my mom, and amer, for this month. CNY break, and mid-sem break, I might not be able to come back to Terengganu, need to stay in Shah Alam since all of them will go to Kedah and mom said, you don’t need to come back to Terengganu. So no chance to meet them again. 2 weeks ago, I cant meet them because of BSMM, so I waited so eagerly for this weekend, but suddenly, knowing that a meeting need to be held on this day, I felt pain. But I just got along with it, since I know that I can still come back home but yesterday, in that meeting less than a minute, my sis said that she will be busy, couldn’t pick me up, and couldn’t sent me either on Sunday. So I don’t need to come home. And my mom also said the same thing. i don’t know why I’m so emotional that time, but to be able to see her face for a short time, kiss her cheeks for one time only, and shake amer hands once, they gave me the keropok lekor, have a short talk, why cant I come home today (yesterday), cant pick me up on Saturday, and need to rush home, and suddenly bye, bye, waves. No hugs, no kiss. My mom didn’t even get out from the car. Maybe I’m too emotional, ,maybe because I’m stressed, maybe because I have always tried to put my best front in front of people, saying I don’t mind, and I really wanted to believe it, but I guess reality, truth hurts a lot when it came crashing on you. Say things like I wont missed my mom that much, seems to be a total lie. Seeing her that short time, cant help me with my lies, my cheap lies that I really want to believe. Remember when I said that truth hurts? It’s true. Let me just tell you, that I have a total breakdown after that.

I REALLY WANT TO MEET MY MOM and amer…

Actually, I didn’t want to come home, but after a very long distressing time, lots of sensitive time, lots of tears, I finally managed to call out the courage to …as wawa, and I want to say it, run away from home. I think you notice. It doesn’t take a blind man/woman/in your case, young lady, to see that I avoided you like plague yesterday and this morning, after I met my mom yesterday. I stayed up late and long in the house next door, in the room next door, and even took a second bath last night. Because I don’t think I can see your face. Not because I hate you, but because I just cant help feeling hurt not able to meet my mom this weekend, and you somehow involve. I don’t blame you. I never blame you. I just cant see you. each time I saw you, I keep thinking about the meeting, and the meeting equal to me not able to see my mom again. I think I got some serious depression session yesterday. Trust me, you don’t want to know. I think.

Well, this is getting very long, and I just want to write a short apology post, but well I think my feeling get the best of me. I have plenty of things to write/type here, but I guess I stop. In short, conclusion, I just want to apologize. For everything. Please forgive me. You a good friend, a very good roommate, a good leader, and I really hope you can be forgiving to me again, for hurting your feelings again this past days.

I don’t mind working with BSMM. It gave me joy and sorrow, but that what make it more precious and money cant but experience. I met new people, and god knows how low my social skill/level is. I don’t think I can get involves in this kind of experience again in the future. But if I just bring the society down or slowed, and you want me to take actions, just tell me. I don’t want to cause problems to everyone involved.

I believe that if I dare to take an action, I should be brave to take the consequences. When the time comes for me to make a choice, I will make my own decision even if it will hurt someone else but believe me, I didn’t do it on purpose or because I want it to, it’s because I think that if you live your life suffering, forever trying to please everyone else, till when? Sometimes, you need to think of yourselves. Because the people you trying to
please, may not be thinking about you at all.

A very long apology and explanations (parts of it) post to my dear roommate, Aini.

Hope she can understand.

outing tasik shah alam d pukul 4 petang

jalan2 di taman tasik shah alam last saturday for some picture taking for our group project a poster about hypertension, exercises to be done to control it. we need to take picture of people jogging, walking, swimming and cycling. but since we went at 4 in the evening, there is of course, no one exercising. not mentioning it started raining after that. so this is some picture we take for a collection.

aini, me and wani

aisah, wani, aini, amirah

aisah, amirah, wani, aini

L(aisah) O(wani) V(aini) E(natalia)

big love from us

and some pictures from my visit to tasik at seksyen 7 with kak me

3 minggu di 2010

read it or not. i advise dont. it's too long and too boring....i'm serious.

2010 baru berlalu selama 2 minggu, dan berbagai masalah telah berlaku.
dugaan
tapi yg peliknya, masalah orang lebih banyak dari masalah lain.

masalah di antara roomates yg paling banyak. adakah saya termasuk? entahlah...

natalia bukanya org yg banyak fikir. lebih suka biarkan masalah dilupakan atau berharap masa akan menyembuhkan semua walaupun masa hanya akan membiarkan perkara tersebut dipendam jauh dalam hati mengakibatkan semua terbabit kekok...

memang natalia bukan insan sempurna...pernah bergaduh secara besar-besaran dengan seseorng yg natalia boleh fikir amat rapat dan kini? setiap kali memandang mukanya, terasa jauh sekali. tidak terkeluar apa yg ingin dikatakan. tidak seperti dahulu.

sedih juga rasanya, terkenangkan waktu dahulu yg rapat. bergelak ketawa, kutuk mengutuk watak di televisyen, berkongsi info2 terkini mengenai minat yg sama, dan kini, bukan malas utk mengetahui, cuma segan, dan malu dan rasa ego di dalam diri cukup tebal untuk meminta maaf. lebih-lebih lagi, ungkapan maaf itu patut dikeluarkan hampir 2 tahun dahulu. adakah perkataan maaf itu masih berfungsi atau sekadar ayat yg dibisikkan angin, tiada maksud, tiada makna, tiada perasaan.

wah, x ku sangka, berbunga jugak ayat natalia ni bila menaip...tengok mood lah kan katakan.

bersambung dengan 2010, minggu satu, dugaan pertama pabila ku mengetahui bahawa ku terpaksa berpindah kelas. memang tidak adil ku rasakan. ku cukup tidak puas hati. tapi bukan salah sesiapa. mungkin memang takdir. natalia rasa bersalah kepada ketua kelas sem nie. daus, natalia minta maaf. mujurlah rancangan itu batal. terima kasih kepada semua.

selepas itu, minggu kedua dimulakan dengan adengan pintu bilik terkunci. maaf aini, natalia lupa bagitahu kunci bilik natalia tinggal atas meja aini. mujurlah ada hasni, jannah, kak me n her friends who tried to help us. n thank god our RS in charge is very understanding that Sunday. hehehe. sorry aini.
sunday. in that 2nd week, ada 2 kawan ni terasa hati ngan roomates masing2. mujurlah satu dah lepas, satu lagi, masih bingun semua memikirkan. bukan niat kami ingin memulaukan, tapi sesungguhnya, kami tidak mengetahui apa yg patuut dilakukan.
bagi natalia, ingin berkata, memberi nasihat, diriku ini, bukannya sempurna, tidak layak. tapi marilah semua bermuhasabah, mengapa semua orng bertindak sedemikian kepada kita. there must be something that we did that they dont like. 2 semester as roomates, i started to think whether it's a bad idea or not since everyone seems to be upsets and sensitive already.

manusia mmg byk perangai.

assignments...
fuuuh, ada 5 assignments in the first week. pharmaco need to be sent on the 3rd week, exs. physiology poster sent on 22 january till 1st feb. suddenly, on friday, 15th, we just found out that the poster need to be sent next monday. arghhhh, so frustratingly frustrating. i already made plans to go home that weekend since mom, dad and amer came. and look? my group stayed up till 4.30 am just to finished up that poster which we found out the sme day the reason why the due date were taken forward. some other group has finished it way too early and our lecturer decided that everyone should sent it too. argh, the frustrations. especially when we took the poster for her to comments on saturday and she told us to show her again that poster on monday and we can sent it to her on thursday....oh well, anyway, i managed to return home, although no one is home anymore. but i got excited about the prospect of us goingt to seremban for a project. limited to 40. next saturday. happily i borrowed kak me camera and what did i found out today?

i found out that those who going are by their own transport. meaning only those who has transportation can go so? i cant go because i dont have a ride.
and today can be quite a hellish day, though i think its not that bad.... my thoughts.

poster finished for final editing and brought to show to her and her only comment, good, ok. make sure people can read it. not too small. less than 5 minutes...oh well.
other thing that i'm a bit upset is about HBU BPC internal conflicts...i really hope that all of our planned projects still can go on. and our BSMM is taking a good turn. other sad things is that, since i cant go to seremban this saturday, i really want to go home. what? i happened to like being at home. who didnt? but on saturday, there's HBU BPC's 1st class, and for sure, i need to go, with aini nonetheless. and i really dont think i want to repeat last weekend. and tomorrow is a bit upsetting. everyone wants to go to shah alam to print poster tomorrow evening since our class only till noon. and since i have class starts at 10.30 am on wednesday, i thought that maybe i can go home. but...even without i have that thought o going home, tuesday night is my taekwando class, but suddenly, i'm going to have a meeting of BSMM...so, being a wonderful and understanding companion, i pasrah...redho...and decided to stays at college and went to the meeting. but i told aini already that i dont want to go to shah alam. since if i went there, i'm going home. and i also decided that maybe i should started and finished up what i can do on our pharmaco assignment tonight...which later shows futile efforts since i cant get into ovid and read the pdfs...huh...what a day...

since i almost have a free night, alone in my room since aini have meetings, i decided to update my blog. how cool was that?
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blablablabla

enough with blabbering. i really shoud starts thinking positively again, or starts thinking nothing since the more i think, the more frustated i've been more....

but anyway, there was things good that happened today...i've met long jst now, eventhough for only less than a minute,just to take the mineral water 2 boxes, i feel happy already. tq long.i'm drinking a bottle now.

and also thank you to my friends, mira, aini, wani, wawa, aisah, ayu and everyone who help me directly or indirectly. sorry for all of my mistakes today. i admit, i'm not in my best behaviour today...sorry aini. i think i really need to be more sensitive and starts acting on it, instead of ignoring it.

what a boring and long post....anyway, you can just skip it. nothing important...

taekwando demo

Taekwondo MGTF UiTM Puncak Alam Demonstration And Registration of New Members

Date: 13/1/2010
Time: 9.oo pm till 10.30 pm
Venue: Kompleks Kemudahan Pelajar Kolej Rafflesia, UiTM Kampus Puncak Alam

Participants:
• MGTF UiTM Kampus Puncak Alam members
• MGTF UiTM Shah Alam members who came
• Instructors
• Students who came

Activities:
• Basic kicking, punching performance (sitting style single/double/triple punch, stationary front/side/turning lick)
• Patterns (chajun-charigi, chon-ji)
• Demonstration of self defense (bare-handed, against knife)
• Demonstration of breaking woods
• Demonstration of group pattern (black belts)
• Registration of new members and information counter opens
• Give out coupons of colleges activities to those who came
• Small party for those who have been invited from UiTM Shah Alam

Some pictures:
(I’m not holding any cameras to take pictures since I’m in it and I totally forgot about asking anyone to)

(Me, Asmira and Yani)

About MGTF classes
Days and Times: every Tuesday and Thursday nights, every weeks, from 8.30 pm to 10.30 pm
Venue: 2nd floor Pusat Kemudahan Pelajar Kolej Rafflesia (just come upstairs and you’ll see us)

Anyone interested are welcomes to join.